what are you doing right now?

this forum is practically twitter.

I am picking toe nails.

excite me with your daily life.

i have a spot inside my nostril. my left nostril. it has a big yellow head on it. but it literally brings tears to my eyes everytime i touch it but IT HAS TO GO. people CAN SEE IT. also. i've had a cold and all the wiping of nose has left me with bright red and flaky nostrils. i look like a cocaine addict.

so yeah. i'm weeping with pain over my nostril spot. whilst sitting at my desk. and flicking through ten year old issues of The Face.

Was writing Software code. Now Bootleg KR'ing.

I forgot about the smilies here.

I'm supposed to be getting ready for work.

I'm so excited!!!

Duchess wrote:

and flicking through ten year old issues of The Face.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE looking through old style magazines!!!!!!!!!!!! the only copy of the Face i still own is a "grunge special" with RHCP on front. i wish i'd kept loads of old mags, but aaaaaack there's no roooom.

there's a shop in town that's got a basement HALF full of porn and HALF full of magazines like the face and iD and music magazines and old NMEs AND WE'RE TALKING OLLLLLLD and i could spend a year of my life living there reading them all and cutting picsures out. NOT OF THE PORN ONES ONE. I CAN'T TOUCH 2ND HAND PORN THANKS.



on a KR note, i just googled EXERCISES FOR MENSTRUAL CRAMPS. i found some, but i'm too lazy to get out from under my duvet to do some exercise. i'm going to get a hot water bottle instead.

i'm not allowed to have these copies of the face. i found them in the "mood board materials cupboard" and STUPIDLY exclaimed loudly OMG OLD FACE! THIS IS EXCITING TO ME! and my boss was all WHY CARLA WHY WHY so i explained it DOESN'T EXIST ANYMORE and he took the magazines away THE COCK. he doesn't even understand really. but i've stolen them back to look at. and i want to cut out images. BUT I CAN'T. one day. one day i will steal these old magazines for real.

OH YOU NEED TO STEAL THEM, FOR REAL AND FOR ASAP!!!

i always tear pics out of magazines and stick them in books. i've got sth like the first 100 and something issues of Bizarre magazine (when it was good), and i'm really tempted to just massacre the whole fucking lot with scissors because i need more room for other crap, but i KNOW in a 10 years or w/ever i'm going to really regret it.

i want to find copies of NEW SOUNDS NEW STYLES which was out in like 1980-82 or something like that and it was a NEW ROMANTICS magazine and i used to buy it for the posters. it was smashing because it had all these people all dressed up and being pretentious and talking about bowie. i'd KILL for some of those. i always look in that porn basement for them, but i've never even seen ONE copy. this is a shame.

Right now i am fuming with my boyfriend. He's acting strange, distant and dismissive and i don't like it. :/

I should be raking leaves, but you know... that isn't any fun at all.

Sooooo, I'm going to walk my dog and do that thing I do when I walk my dog.

AshMcAuliffe wrote:

Right now i am fuming with my boyfriend. He's acting strange, distant and dismissive and i don't like it. :/

That's shitty, Ash

i'm at work, pissed off cos' this place is shitty today.

I am currently dealing with the aftermath of a lot of "social medicine." met a friend of mine I haven't seen in months, so it was celebratory. AND I rolled my first joint a couple of days ago... when this started. now it's over and I am acting sick to cover up the triple-substance hangover.
feeling a bit

EMMAh wrote:

AshMcAuliffe wrote:

Right now i am fuming with my boyfriend. He's acting strange, distant and dismissive and i don't like it. :/

That's shitty, Ash

It's his birthday tomorrow (well today now) and i had it all planned out. I was going to give him his gift (which he now doesn't want), go out for the day and take him out for a meal (which he is refusing to do now as he's "not up to it") All of which he is not responding to now. I don't know what the fuck is wrong. He's been a total arse for 2 days now and everytime i mention it he says there's nothing wrong. :/

he probably doesn't want to get older.
suggest he "go down" a year, instead of up. in a possible reality, it's happening.
no one wants to get physically older, i hope he'll be in a better mood when it's over. & maybe shaves a few years off, if that's his problem.

i'm eating Burger King onion ring snacks, along w/the ketchup & fries potato snacks . so good!!

i'm listnening to the radio _ the Who are on : teenage wasteland.!

I am not sleeping.
I watched paranormal activity earlier, which didn't scare me at the time but now it is bedtime and I am scared.

watching a show about sex addicts

lol

Drinking Wine and trying to put off sorting all my clothes dumped on the bed in the spare room Thursdays are Evil they make you feel all weekendy but they forget to tell you about getting up on a friday

i still can't get on KR. i'm drunk. i'm listening to the Glee soundtrack. i am happy. earlier. i was properly down. like. i walked along south bank listening to bright eyes kicking leaves looking at the thames feeling all SELF INDULGENT and shit.

kicking those leaves is the best though.

I am looking at essay topics. And reading The Canterbury Tales. I am about to look for recipes and maybe take my coat off.

I am also repeatedly trying to connect to KR to no avail.

KRs been working now. just kind of on and off.

maybe they're still doing upgrades and stuff?

I'm internetting random idle stuff when i should be focusing on work.